life and shit
Before you judgmental fucks get to judge again on me missing the point I won’t have a point at the end of this one.. Just thought you should know..
Uhm well this is supposed to be about my problems .. My name is “anonymous” .. I can’t reveal who I am..
These issues are so personal that I can’t even link them to me.. Man.. Van .. Whatever! You know the shit when you so into someone that shit is killing you.. Its killing you in a way that you can’t consider it bad or anything like that.. You think its good coz your being abused by the person that’s supposed to be good for you.. Uhh well its just pain.. You convince yourself that this shit is just a phase.. You gon pass. Its just shit I can’t put in words at the moment .. Sorry for the diction but I don’t have the right or should I say appropriate words at the moment. Its a situation in which I’m in a state of mind where I can’t really express myself, I’m just confused.. You know its just sad that the same person who was supposed to bring life to you.. To be your angel is the same person that kills you (emotionally that is).. Is it the bad girls we tend to fall for? Yeah.. I find myself chasing bad women with hopes that I might be the one to change them.. Make em perfect so we can live happily ever after.. Yeah, we also on that fairy tale shit.. But we prefer concealing it.. We conceal alota shit.. Pain and stuff.. I mean when we get to reveal our emotions its just a sign of weakness.. This might be wrong but its how its fixed in our minds.. I don’t wanna be known as the dude with the soft spot. You know but that’s just irrelevant ..
Well nothing supposed to be relevant .. As I was saying, the shit kills you and you don’t know that its killing you because your inlove with this person..that you can’t feel anything except for what you wanna feel.. Its almost like your falling inlove with death, you know that its gonna murder you but your so happy with shit that you turn facts into possibilities .. And reality into some kind of happy story.. Where you hope not to find darkness.. Darkness being those emotions that are found in reality.. The bad ones! Hope yall can relate to this because is just for the hearts.. Don’t think, feel it.
Haha but whatever you’ve been through or whatever your going through aint stopping you from living..
Hearts and Guidance
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